Jeez.

There's certain skill that has surpassed the need for further effort. Amy had such skill.

Expansion.

I made a Tumblr. Enjoy.
http://origamicitizen.tumblr.com/


I hope to make the Blogger much more articulate, and themed- essentially more blogg-y. Instead of posting random pics and posting little captions, I'm going to actually start writing. Nothing too extravagant, but expect an equal output from both forces.

Utility.

I would like to open the realm of possibilities this evening. For me to find someone that is a perfect mesh of everything that I could ever imagine is an impossibility- certainly. Not because the chances of me meeting this individual are slim, but because for there to be a situation in which this person existed, I would be on a different plan of existence, so to speak. I'm making no sense. In order for someone that matches my every desire to happen upon me at any point in my life is impossible because there can never be anyone like that on this mortal plain. I am presented with an unlimited, evolving, constantly changing realm of desire that I could never possibly tame. I am grateful for it. At the same time, it makes it much more difficult to please me. However, I do have staples. I have things that I consider more important, and there are things that I can easily overlook. I would never be happy with anyone's company otherwise. While this makes me sound incredibly demanding, I'm sure it also makes me sound incredibly difficult as well. I'm afraid that is the truth. Honestly, however, which one of us can not afford to be either demanding or difficult? If we never know what we want, and we never went to take it then we would all be too cowardly to be as innovative as we are. Especially in situations such as ours where capitalism is king. I fear for the children who will have to suffer through their peers, friends and rivals wants as well as their own. I already fear for the sake of my own generation. I've gotten a bit off track.


I am opening the realm of possibilities right now. What if I were blessed with the impossible feature of being able to achieve the list of goals that I had demanded from my company. What if the ever changing, ever evolving list of wants was constantly satisfied? Would I be less pretentious? Would I dislike not being as pretentious as I needed to be in the past? With all of my desires met, I lose my drive to compete, explore and adventure. I would take no risks because there would be nothing to be sought after in taking a risk. I would love only what it was that I knew I could love, and I would never explore the realm of possibilities that I've recently opened. I don't often think of things this morbid, but the truth is, I want to reveal just how morbid this thought is. One could easily say that they would be please with constantly receiving whatever they wanted, whenever they wanted, but it's not as great as it's cracked up to be. It never will be. There will always be desire, and as long as it is attained for you, you will lose your grasp on what it is to actually live. I want to make sure that I  suffer, and face hardship from time to time. I need reminders of what it is that it takes for me to do what I want. It wakes me up from this frozen reality that utility induces. There is no escape from that hell, and once you've gone, it has been of your own volition. The realm of possibilities is where we can imagine this awful place. A place where time stops and only clocks exist. There are no days to live to their fullest because there is no need to live. 


I've lost track again, but I think I might have reached my point some where within my rambling. Eventually we reach a brick wall when it comes to our own utility. We know that there are people who will give whatever it takes to maintain that, and we know people that have thrown away their lives in order to escape any possibility of utility clouding their judgement. I want to find that middle ground, and make sure that I stay there, so that I don't need to grow blind with my own conviction. 


Anywho- Good night.


I have a surprise set up for Wednesday, so I'll be skipping tomorrow's post.

Lulz.

I wonder what those people walking by thought... #ikeandtina2012




Jp~

KISS.

No one speaks more truth than Mr. Whitley.

Polar.

The more I encounter the intricacies of the woman do I notice the raw subtleties of the man. Even when a woman looks simple, there is literally so much execution surrounding it. Even if it's not always necessary, it's something that I can easily appreciate. 

Envy.

And then I ask myself: "Why am I not at the beach right now?"

Sick.

Been talking about expansion. One step at a time, however.

Minnetonka.

I'm on my early 80's trip...Expect more.

Essence.

"One's life has value as long as one attributes value to the life of others, by means of love, friendship, indignation and compassion." - Simone de Beauvoir

Volvo.

New York was a pleasure as always. Made some great purchases, met some cool people and saw a way of life that I'm glad I finally was able to experience. Despite the awkward moments; the awesome moments were quick to overpower them. Can't wait to go back!


PS, this is my first time trying the blogger app... So let's see how it turns out.

Pop.

Some of the few reasons I love July.

Game.

Watch from the throne.

Farewell.

I'm psycho-
Liable to go Michael- take your pick-
Myers, Myers, Myers- say sh*t

Yolo.

I am a man who believed that I died 20 years ago... I live like a man that has died already. I have no fear of anyone, or anything. 

Behold.

It's witchcraft!

IDentify.

The summer is upon us. Still need to wrap up my plans for the holiday.

OakLand.

Nothing really all that important to say. I've been thinking of changing up the logo; it's grown a bit stale.

Gone.

I'm on my way home.

Dedication.

It is not impossible to believe that this may one day be your life.

Nyne.

Haha...

Anticipation.

So~ looking forward to the Jack Spade x Barbour collaboration coming out this September. From what I've heard it's mostly going to be a bag collab, but with Jack Spade's evident need for subtle flare, there have to be at least a few Jacket combinations. I just can't wait to see that catalog! Either way, if the Georgetown store doesn't see any designs, I would not hesitate to make my way up to New York just to take a peek. Haha.

Heute.

Live life, lavishly.